Amy Chally, MSW, LSW
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The Greatest Gift

12/25/2020

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     The holy spirit has been knocking on the door of my heart again and I'd like to say I have learned not to ignore it, but then I'd be lying. However, I am slowly learning to listen to what He wants me to hear. I say slowly because sometimes my trial and what Satan says to me during my trial makes me forget that I have already been given the greatest gift – a relationship with Jesus! 
     I've been waiting 14 years for God to use my life and my disability to help others who also have disabilities. Ever since I was 13, I was sure my God-given purpose in life was to be a social worker, to help others navigate the challenges and trials of living with a disability.  If you read my last post you know that every day I work with people who get to be social workers, the very thing I’ve been made to feel I can’t do.  I think that’s why being content and finding joy in my circumstance is so hard, because I want to make a difference while I’m here on earth (Ecclesiastes 3:12 and 3:22). I still believe God will use me, my disability and my life. I never felt like I had chosen wrong, but lately I've begun to wonder. The object of my wait has caused depression, doubt and discouragement (three D's). Oh, there's been so much discouragement. The object of my wait has also become my idol. It's consumed my time and caused me to lose sight of what's most important. Along this journey I have felt guilty and like I’m letting others down and letting Him down because I know I haven’t been able to use my gifts to their fullest. Guilty because I continually forget God's promises.
     If you are in the midst of the storm/trial or you are waiting for something to happen you fear may never come, it's going to take work not to let it become your downfall. You're going to have to work twice as hard to strengthen your resolve and keep the faith.  Faith in yourself, faith that you're not alone, faith that your enemies will not win, and faith that everything you need will be provided.  This requires becoming right-minded and changing the way you think – not an easy task.  
     For me this means leaning into Jesus and His word, it means asking for help from others to defeat the three D's. It means seeking to understand my situation, seeing how God’s at work in it, and finally surrendering to God's plan. None of which is EASY. It's much easier to get trapped in negative thinking, to feel abandoned by God, to fail to see how He's working in my trial, and to keep control of my own plan, especially when I have NO idea the direction He wants my life to go.  All these years, I have been praying for God to use my life for HIS WILL and to SHOW me the path HE WANTS me to go. At various points during the last five years and nine months of this 14 year wait, I felt I was on God's path only to be disappointed; but the truth is God's path never disappoints. Now, I find myself in the midst of yet another possible interruption, only this time I am truly lost and have little motivation to keep going. Have I been praying the wrong prayer? How do I discover God's WILL for my life again and surrender to HIS plan? I feel ridiculous even sharing my current struggle, because I have my health, my job and I haven't lost anyone this year, not many can say that.
     God is providing for my needs, yet I truly don't know if I am where I am supposed to be.  So, until I do, I will TRY to #1: Stay in the word and keep praying. #2: I will be where I should be, doing what I should be doing until God asks me to move. I will ask for help. I will refuse to let my identity as a social worker become an idol again and if I fail, which I probably will #3: I will ask for God's grace, forgiveness and guidance as I learn to wait well! 
​     If you are struggling and you don't know how to have FAITH (not necessarily religious faith) I can help. If you don't yet have a relationship with God and you want one, I can help. If  you know God, but are struggling to wait well, like I am, let's learn how together!  If you read this and you know the answers to my questions, please leave a reply, I really want to know.
 
    
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Finding Joy

4/22/2020

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Okay, it's been a little over a year since my last post and those who know me best know that's a long time for me to be quiet. The truth is I've had a lot going on (inside my head) that I haven't wanted to share until now.  If you read my post last January, you know that after two years of being unemployed I finally met an employer willing to focus on what I could do instead of what I couldn't.  Well, sadly I only worked for that employer for roughly 9 months before I made the tough decision to resign. The student's I worked with were great young men, but their needs together with my physical limitations and my need for a position with more hours and benefits meant the position had to end. Through God's provision, I found a full-time job with great pay and benefits. Ironically or maybe purposefully (the jury's still out on that) my path came full-circle and I have been employed for the last year-and-a-half by the same agency that I interned at 16 years ago. I am thankful for my job, but I am not doing what I set out to do when God put social work in my 13 year old heart, to help differently abled individuals become all they can be, no matter their challenges.
Why? Because I can't drive, can’t be on call,  can’t do home visits, can't do CPR, can't perform hands free restraint, can’t work without benefits and my personal favorite, I don't have enough experience, which I can't get. That's a lot of “cants” that I don't know how to squash. What's even more disheartening and maddening is that I have started to believe I'm not good enough, not able enough (capable of meeting certain quota's because I may not be physically able to; my able-bodied co-workers sometimes can't, so how could I?) I hate this person, this person is a doubter, this person is stuck and this person is questioning her purpose and yes sometimes God. This person has been known to read Galatians 6:9-10 (a verse that once encouraged her to keep going) and burst into tears. This person is me. I've always felt God was going to use me to help other differently abled individuals and in my heart of hearts I believe He will, but I am tired. I am tired of knowing I have the smarts to be a good social worker mentally but questioning my physical ability. I'm tired of rejection, tired of advocating for myself and my desires and getting nowhere, tired of people questioning what I know. It's hard to explain, but sometimes it really feels like people question my judgement (and it feels like they question it because of my disability). On the other side, sometimes it feels like people forget that I'm disabled, so they expect me to do a job in the same manner. Sometimes I expect that too, all too often I expect that I should be able to do a job perfectly and with the same speed and accuracy, but I forget that I may need to do it differently because I forget that I am disabled (I've never seen myself that way).  However, I now see myself that way and I don't like it. I use to be someone who, when faced with challenges or cant’s would become like the bull charging the matador daring those who would tell me I couldn’t to “watch me.”  Individuals have been known to go bald because they bet against me (book). Deep down I know that spirit is still in me, but it’s become harder to access because the way I see myself has changed. This shift in thought has led to depression and anxiety because I have been way too focused on my limitations and I stopped seeing the person God created, I stopped remembering His promises. I know I can't accomplish my heart's desire on my own, but I don't know what to do, or how to live out my purpose anymore. I have tried helping others who have challenges through motivational speaking, but let's be honest, marketing yourself is a full-time job and when you now have a much needed full-time job it's impossible! I know, I know, nothing is impossible with God (Matthew 19:26). However, I don't know how to make that work either...If you have ideas please share.  If you’re still reading this, I know you’re thinking Amy, where's the joy? Well, surprise, surprise I've had it wrong, very wrong. Sin entered in and I forgot that God, put this desire in my heart and someday, someway, He'll see it through. I just hope I can get out of my own way when He presents an opportunity for me to move, to change, because right now I'm struggling to believe, to have faith, not in God, but in myself. So what am I going to do? I’m going to remember that God knit me in my mother’s womb (Psalms 139:13-14). I’m going to remember that He is the one who makes humans lame or makes them leap (Exodus 4:11  I’m going to remember that He will make all things, even my lameness, work together for my good and His glory (Romans 8:28)! When I grow tired and anxious (which has been happening way too much lately, so much so that I haven’t always felt His presence in my life), I have to remember to turn to Him and His word. I have to remember that His power is made perfect in weakness, that He calls me to Him, that He calls me to be strong and courageous because He is with me wherever I go and He is guiding my path, I just have to continue to call on Him (2 Corinthians 12:9, Matthew 11:28-30, Joshua 1:9, Proverbs 3:5-6, Philippians 4:6-7 and Psalm 16:7-8 &10-11). Here’s the problem with that, my flesh doesn’t want me to remember. I pray, but my prayers seem to go nowhere. Nothing seems to change and I start to feel very alone. But I’m not alone, I’ve never been alone, and I never will be alone (Joshua 1:5, 1 John 5:4, Deuteronomy 31:8 and Philippians 2:13). Thank God that He is stronger than my flesh!
We’ve been studying how to have relentless joy in church, through the book of Philippians and God has been beating me over the head with it, which I need because He knows that I am very hard headed, stubborn and not patient, which is good when you have a disability but very bad when your whole plan for your life feels like it’s going up in smoke (Isaiah 55:8-9, Proverbs 16:9).  Here’s what I’ve learned, what I’ve always known, but had forgotten (darn flesh)!  I hope it blesses you as it has me.
  1. Remember that whatever you are going through is only temporary. I started on my journey to gain employment as a social worker in 2006. I know what you may be thinking 14 years doesn’t seem temporary, but remember that with the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years is like a day (2 Peter 3:8). Also remember God is in control and his timing is perfect. Keep praying for the desires of your heart (Psalm 37:4-6, Psalms 20:4-5) but also pray that God will provide opportunities to use you and your trials while you wait (Galatians 6:9-10). 
  • Along my journey to become a social worker, I’ve experienced God-winks, the first was in 2013, three years after I was laid off from my first job. I had called an agency to try and get help finding a job but never received a call back. A few weeks later I received a phone call from that same agency, but it wasn’t from the employee I called for help, it was from the manager, who had seen my old (inactive) resume on a jobsite and wanted to know if I was still looking for work. When I went for the interview I found out that I was interviewing for (and later hired) to do the job of the person I had called for help. This was an answer to prayer, the circumstances of which could not be easily explained. GOD did this!
  • The second answer to prayer, came in October 2016 after I had been laid off from my second job in five years. My church had started the sermon series Joseph: Seeing the Good in God’s Detours. Joseph trusted and obeyed God, no matter the circumstance, he didn’t complain and didn’t compromise his faith, because he knew God was in control. No matter the circumstance, Joseph was safe, God knew where he was, God was listening and God put Joseph exactly where he needed to be. Nothing happened to him that wasn’t approved by God. Whatever you are going through remember this. But also remember God cares for you, He will comfort you and He will save you (John 14:27, 1 Peter 5-11, 2 Corinthians 1:3-8, Ephesians 2:8-10, Luke 19:10, Romans 10:9-13, Psalm 34:17-18, Psalm 91:1-16, Psalm 94:12-22 and Revelation 3:19-22). During this sermon I was also reminded that God will use my endurance, perseverance and gifts to let Him shine (James 1:2-4, Romans 5:3-4, 1 Peter 4:10).  Joseph didn’t get mired in self-pity, instead, he used his circumstance and gifts to help others where he was at. It was during this series that I felt the call to share my story; the story of Team Chally and 9 months later on April 23, 2016, Making Independence Happen was published. A year and 5 months later in September of 2017 when speaking to a local rotary club, I met the person who would give me my next job opportunity. GOD did this and this brings me to my second point –  
      2. Be bold and courageous!
  • If I hadn’t heard that sermon, I wouldn’t have stepped out on faith and way out of my comfort zone to write a book and try motivational speaking and I wouldn’t have met the person who interviewed and hired me to be a social worker for a therapeutic day school within the span of a few weeks (after two years of unemployment). If that wasn’t a divine detour, I don’t know what is! My purpose is to love others and give of my talents just as Joseph did. This means I am to be humble and put their interests above my own (John 15:10-12, 1 John 4:7-8, Philippians 2:1-4, Romans 15:1-3 and 15:7-8). My purpose is to share my life, my faith and to be generous with it (Acts 20:24, 2 Timothy 1:9, Romans 10:15, Proverbs 11:25 and Hebrews 13:15-16). I have a strong desire to help others. My soul is fed and my self-esteem is built up when I am able to help others in some way (helps).  I genuinely feel for others when I know they hurt and I am concerned for their welfare and want to comfort them, but I am not afraid to ask hard questions when needed (mercy). I like taking complicated problems and finding solutions for them (wisdom). I strive to be loyal and dependable in leading, guiding and protecting those in my care and I have a genuine concern for their emotional well-being (pastoring/shepherding). God made me this way. So let me ask you, how can I help you and serve you, how can I pray for you? I invite you to comment below, send me a direct message or an e-mail.
  • Being bold and courageous also means I am to share what I am going through with others, especially other Christians, because they can help keep me accountable in turning to God when things get tough, they can encourage me, they can pray for me (Philippians 2:1-2 and Hebrews 10:25, Romans 15:4-6). Hence this post. Would you pray that God would provide opportunities to use my life for His will and glory? Would you pray that I will choose joy and seek contentment and hold me accountable to it?
      3. Choose Joy and Be Content.
  • Choosing joy means I am to turn from sin and seek His face.  It means I am to rejoice in the fullness of who God is, keeping my eyes on Him and His promises. Choosing joy means I am to pray to God without ceasing and turn to His word. It means making Him my heart’s desire. Choosing joy means I am to have peace and hope, it means I am to grow in His grace and knowledge. It also means I am to be patient in affliction, even though I am not patient, God made me this way too. (2 Chronicles 7:14, Ephesians 3:16-20, Psalm 119, Philippians 4:4-7, Psalm 16:7-8,  16:9-112 Peter 3:18, Luke 8:14-15, Romans 15:10-13, Psalm 62:5-8 and Romans 12:12).
  • Being content means I am to choose God put Him first. It means I am to trust that God began a good work in me and He will faithfully finish what He started. Being content also means I am to be happy with what I have, remembering that it is God who gives and takes away and He will supply my every need. Being content means I am to trust God and His sovereignty over my circumstances. God knew I needed a job with benefits and He provided. I am THANKFUL.  In the days of Covid-19 I AM extremely THANKFUL that my job affords me the flexibility to work from home when needed (Philippians 1:6, Hebrews 13:5, Job 1:21, Philippians 4:11-13, 4:19 and 4: 8-9, 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18, Psalm 136:1 and 145:8-21).
But if I’m being honest, more times than not, when I have the choice to choose joy and be content, I fail miserably. By night fall I am complaining, every day.  I shouldn’t complain because God has provided me with a good job and He made me to work and work honors God and brings Him glory (Philippians 2:14, Genesis 1:28 & 2:15, Psalms 90:17, Colossians 3:23-24, Proverbs 16:3). Yet every day I work with people who get to be social workers, the very thing I’ve been made to feel I can’t do. I should be content because I know that there will be a day of God’s choosing where there will be no more questioning, no more rejection and no more tears. On this day, I will be made whole and I will be working with and serving God forever (Revelation 21). Oh what a JOYOUS day that will be, I’m living for that day. But on that day I will no longer need to help others, comfort others or shepherd others. I think that’s why being content and finding joy in my circumstance is so hard, because I want to make a difference while I’m here on earth (Ecclesiastes 3:12 and 3:22). I still believe God will use me, my disability and my job for my good and His glory but I have to be willing to let Him. You see social workers enhance human well-being and help meet the basic human needs of all people. We focus on individual well-being in a social context and the well-being of society. We pay attention to the environmental forces that create, contribute to and address problems in living. From the age of 13 on I felt that social work was the answer to my belief that He was going to use me to help others. Social work aligns well with my spiritual gifts so I kept pursuing, I never felt like I had chosen wrong. God opened doors and most of the doors he opened made me feel like I was supposed to be there, until eventually I didn’t feel that way anymore. Along this journey I have felt guilty and like I’m letting others down letting Him down because I know I haven’t been able to use my gifts to their fullest.  Thank God He doesn’t think this way, but He does care about my righteousness and my salvation (Philippians 3:7-11, Matthew 5:6 and 6:33). I shouldn’t complain because Jesus was rejected, Jesus had people who questioned what He knew and He was nailed to a tree and put to death even though He had done NOTHING wrong (Isaiah 53:3, Matthew 14:22-32, Mark 6:3, Matthew 26:33-5, Matthew 27, John 19, 2 Corinthians 5:21, 1 Peter 2:24). I have nothing to complain about. Just like Joseph and Paul nothing that has happened to me has happened without God’s consent (Philippians 1:12). My disability and my job have all been GOD approved and I shouldn’t complain.   I don’t think it’s a coincidence that God used the story of two men who were in prison to speak to me when I needed it most. Lord, forgive me for putting so much focus on my identity as a social worker and not enough focus on my identity as a child of Yours. Thank you for reminding me to be Thankful. For I am rich (not monetarily), I am blessed and I have so much to give.  Thank you for reminding me what it means to have J.O.Y. Thank you for speaking to me through this sermon series. Jesus, please take the wheel and use my life and my gifts to bring You glory.
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International Day of Acceptance

1/19/2018

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Tomorrow's the annual International Day of Acceptance, which is a day dedicated to the social acceptance of disability. For me, acceptance is something I am always striving for and hoping for. I am hopeful that there will one day be a world where we are no longer judged by the color of our skin, our limitations, or other differences that set us apart.  As I share in my book, Difference is what makes us all unique. Everyone has challenges or differences that should be embraced, not seen as a mistake or something that needs to change. God doesn't make mistakes (Psalm 139:13-14 and Exodus 4:11, NIV). I know this and yet, sometimes I still feel judged for what I can't do, instead of being celebrated for what I can do, and the contribution as well as the credibility that my difference brings to society. Like Dr. Sexton, I was asked by an academic adviser if I was sure I wanted to continue pursuing a career in social work because classes would only get harder and they wanted to ensure I could handle it. I'd say I handled things well, getting my masters in a year and graduating Suma Cum Laude. Like Dr. Sexton, I've been told (by potential employers) I wouldn't get hired because of the things I couldn't do,  Like Dr. Sexton, I didn't give up.  Even though it took two years, three months ago, I got hired as a social worker for a therapeutic day school. I am so thankful  to my employer for seeing something in me that others couldn't or wouldn't see. 
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Donka Newsletter August 2017

8/4/2017

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Several months ago, Donka contacted me and asked if they could share my story. For those who don't know Donka, they're a non-profit organization that provides computer training and job readiness services to persons with physical, visual and limited learning disabilities. Through the use of computers and assistive technology, our clients become more self-sufficient and independent members of the community. I was once a student of theirs:
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Mark your calendar 

6/19/2017

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Dates for 2017
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Sept. 16 I​'ll be giving an Author Talk. 
Where: Montgomery Campus
                    1111 Reading Drive
                    Montgomery, IL 60538

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Time: 1:00 pm
Details: A free & family friendly event. Join me as I lead a discussion about my book, "Making Independence Happen, One Paw at a Time." A story about my life and my relationship with my first Canine Companions Service Dog, Yazzen. Books available for purchase and signing. 15% of my book profits made at this event will go to Canine Companions.
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Sept. 20 I​'ll be giving an Author Talk
Where: St. Charles Public Library
                 One South 6th Ave. 
                    St Charles, IL 60174
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Time: 4:30 pm
Details: A free & family friendly event. Join me as I lead a discussion about my book, "Making Independence Happen, One Paw at a Time." A story about my life and my relationship with my first Canine Companions Service Dog, Yazzen. Books available for purchase and signing. 15% of my book profits made at this event will go to Canine Companions.
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Oct. 3 I​'ll be giving an Author Talk
Where: Aurora Public Library - West Branch
                   233 S. Constitution Drive
                  
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Time: 6:30 pm
Details: A free & family friendly event. Join me as I lead a discussion about my book, "Making Independence Happen, One Paw at a Time." A story about my life and my relationship with my first Canine Companions Service Dog, Yazzen. Books available for purchase and signing. 15% of my book profits made at this event will go to Canine Companions.
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Oct. 21 I​'ll be giving an Author Talk
Where: Aurora Public Library - Eola Branch
                   555 S. Eola Road.
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Time: 10::30 am
Details: A free & family friendly event. Join me as I lead a discussion about my book, "Making Independence Happen, One Paw at a Time." A story about my life and my relationship with my first Canine Companions Service Dog, Yazzen. Books available for purchase and signing. 15% of my book profits made at this event will go to Canine Companions.
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Oct. 25 I​'ll be giving an Author Talk
Where: 127 James St,
                  Geneva, IL 60134

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Time: 7:00 pm
Details: A free & family friendly event. Join me as I lead a discussion about my book, "Making Independence Happen, One Paw at a Time." A story about my life and my relationship with my first Canine Companions Service Dog, Yazzen. Books available for purchase and signing. 15% of my book profits made at this event will go to Canine Companions.
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​Jan. 29 I​'ll be attending a book fair
Where: Downers Grove Public Library
                    1050 Curtiss St.
                    Downers Grove, IL 60515
Time: 1:30-4:30 pm
Details: Meet authors from the Downers Grove area and browse a selection of locally written books available for purchase and signing. 15% of my book profits made at this event will go to Canine Companions.
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Feb. 25 I​'ll be speaking at a Local Author Talk
Where: Wheaton Public Library
                  
 225 N. Cross St.
                  Wheaton, IL 60187

Time: 11-11:45 am
Details: A free & family friendly event. Join me as I lead a discussion about my book, "Making Independence Happen, One Paw at a Time." A story about my life and my relationship with my first Canine Companions Service Dog, Yazzen. A copy will be available to check out.
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 Mar. 18 I​'ll be speaking at a Local Author Talk
Where: Plano Community Library District                                 15 W. North St.
                   Plano, Illinois 60545

Time: 10:30-11:30 am
Details: A free & family friendly event. Join me as I lead a discussion about my book, "Making Independence Happen, One Paw at a Time." A story about my life and my relationship with my first Canine Companions Service Dog, Yazzen. A copy will be available to check out.
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​Apr. 8 I​'ll be speaking at a Local Author Talk
Where: Naperville Public Library
                   NSL Mtg. Room A/B
                    
3015 Cedar Glade Dr,
                 Naperville, IL 60564.           
    
Time: 3-4 pm
Details: A free & family friendly event. Join me as I lead a discussion about my book, "Making Independence Happen, One Paw at a Time." A story about my life and my relationship with my first Canine Companions Service Dog, Yazzen. A copy will be available to check out.
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Apr. 23 I​'ll be attending a book fair
Where: Gail Borden Public Library District
                 270 N. Grove Ave
                 Elgin, IL 60120

Time: 
2-4 pm
Details:
 Meet authors from the Elgin area and browse a selection of locally written books available for purchase and signing. 15% of my book profits made at this event will go to Canine Companions.
Dates for 2016
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Sept. 10 I​'ll be attending a book-signing.
Where: Santori Library
                      101 S. River St.
                     Aurora, IL 60506
Time: 2-4 pm
Details: A free & family friendly event. 15% of my book profits made at this event will go to Canine Companions.


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Oct. 1 I​'ll be attending a book-signing.
Where: Oswego Public Library Dist.
                      32 W. Jefferson St.
                      Oswego, IL 6o543

Time: 9-1 pm
Details: A free & family friendly event featuring sessions, displays, and vendors. 15% of my book profits made at this event will go to Canine Companions.
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Oct. 8 I​'ll be speaking at a Local Author Talk:.
Where: Sugar Grove Public Library - Youth Lounge
                      125 S Municipal Dr, 
                     Sugar Grove, IL 60554
Time: 11-11:45 am
Details: A free & family friendly event. Join me as I lead a discussion about my book, "Making Independence Happen, One Paw at a Time." A story about my life and my relationship with my first Canine Companions Service Dog, Yazzen. A copy will be available to check out.
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Chally Appears on Opening Bell with Steve Grzanich

6/6/2017

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Today, my interview on Opening Bell aired. I only hope that Steve got to ask all his questions. Those who know me know I like to talk, but I must have been nervous because every time he asked me a question I ran away with it.  Anyway, as I share on my home page,  I  still feel strongly that I am supposed to use my experiences to educate others, to be an encouragement and a beacon of hope for other people with disabilities and their families. It is my heart’s desire to help individuals become all they can be, no matter their challenges.  It is my hope that being an author, motivational speaker, and consultant will help me to fulfill my desire while I wait for the perfect employment opportunity within my field.  So if you know of any places or populations that could benefit from hearing my story, the whole story- not just Yazzen's, buy my book and/or invite me to speak!
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Life's a Race

5/30/2017

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 So, I just finished this book today...Finally!  It took me a long time to read it, not because it was boring and wasn't holding my interest (it was actually quite an engaging read), but because it was such a sad story. In my opinion, 264 of the 321-page story was sad and really unfair. As a result, I found myself wondering how much more the main character Denny could take before he surrendered to his circumstances and gave up? As sad as this story was, I'm glad I kept reading because Enzo, his faithful dog, had important reminders to share and in the end, there was a silver lining.
        Sometimes in my own life, I wonder how many more challenges I have to overcome before something good happens, or how much more disappointment and heartbreak in regards unemployment can I endure. Fortunately or unfortunately depending on how you look at it, the answer is "it's limitless." As I read this book, I was reminded of Linda Ellis's The Dash. Life isn't just about our beginning or our end, but it's more about how we respond to the stuff that happens in the middle.
Through the reading of this book, God reminded me that life's a race and I need to run it with patience and endurance ( Heb. 12). As Mr. Stein writes, "There is no dishonor in losing the race." There is only dishonor in not racing because you are afraid to lose."  There's no guarantee I won't experience disappointment in life, but with God by my side, the only way I can lose is if I give up and stop believing in myself. Therefore, I must keep going and keep trying. My race isn't over, He's not done with me yet, I have yet to accomplish His purpose for my life. Thanks for the reminders Enzo!  Despite the sadness, this book is a good read and I give it 4 stars​
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I NEED YOU!

5/19/2017

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If you've ever wondered how you can help authors Here's nine simple ways:
  1. Buy the book. And, encourage your friends to buy it, too!
  2. Give it as a gift. Give the book to friends and family. Don’t wait for the holidays; the sooner you buy, the more confidence you’ll inspire in your friend. Early sales generate more attention in the media and the public.
  3.  Recommend it to your friends. If you like the book, tell your friends. Tell everyone about it. Encourage them to buy it. I'm trying to drive up sales and cultivate a following.
  4. Review the book. To those who have read my book, please don't forget to post a review. After all, as Wayne Turmel says, "An online review is like applause for the writer." 
  5. Recommend it to local librarians and bookstores. Encourage them to buy the book.  Let them know the book is by a local author. The more people ask about a book, the more likely the bookstore will stock it.  Suggest they invite me in for a book signing. My book's already in five public libraries, but the more the merrier!
  6. Recommend the book to your book club. If you belong to a reading group, recommend it as your choice for the next book to read.  If you know other local book groups, encourage them to select it.  If you know book groups in other cities, encourage them too.  Tell them know how to get in touch with me to buy the book or to interview me as part of their discussion.
  7. Tell me what you like about the book. Provide support by telling me something you like about the book. Was it a good read? Did it move you to tears or laughter? Did you learn something new? Were you moved to take action? Also, in either part of my book was there anything you wanted more of, questions left unanswered anything more you'd want to know about my life or the dogs? I want to know what you thought, so I know how to improve on my next book. 
  8.  Network with me. You may have some talent, connection, specialized knowledge, etc. that might be just the thing I need.
  9. Social network with me. Post that you liked my book on Facebook or Tweet about it. Retweet and Share my posts. 
 

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2nd Annual Authors Fair at Gail Borden

4/23/2017

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 On this,  the one-year anniversary of my book being published, Portland and I spent a few hours hanging out with fellow author Wayne Turmel and 39 others at Gail Borden library’s second annual authors fair. It was fun and as always, I learned a lot. I am learning that marketing a book is even harder than writing one. I really feel that for now writing and sharing my story is what God wants me to do, but in order for me to do it well, I need to have “groupies!” In order for me to have a decent following, I need help getting my name out there.  If you read my book, you can help:
  • Please review it, and share it on Facebook, twitter and other social media outlets that you may use.
  • If you haven't read my book yet, better late than never. It is available on Amazon (in both paperback and Kindle), Barnes & Noble online and signed copies are always available through the shop on my website. It is also available in some libraries.
  • Finally, you may or may not know that I am also a motivational speaker. I can speak to the topics disability awareness (i.e. the importance of using person-first language), diversity, acceptance, and bullying. If you have heard me speak and you know of schools, community organizations, or service organizations (i.e. scouts) that could benefit from my message, please share my name and my contact information. I am always open to and looking for new places where I can share my message. For now, I need to stay within the western suburbs of Chicago or the city itself. For more information, click here.
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March is for Cerebral Palsy, March is for Me

3/31/2017

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     March is Cerebral Palsy (CP) Awareness Month and the butterfly is the chosen symbol. I’ve always loved butterflies. They’re a symbol of resurrection, endurance, change, hope, and life. CP is so limited. It can't cripple love, it can't shatter hope or corrode faith. It can't destroy peace, or limit friendship. It can't damage memories, silence courage, conquer the spirit or delay joy. But people can.
     I’ve gone through a lot, I've overcome a lot and as a result, I have a love/hate relationship with the limitations I have due to my CP. I love my limitations because they have made me strong, courageous, stubborn, compassionate, and determined to make a difference. I hate my limitations because they can cause self-doubt and because of them, I  have always had to work extra hard to prove myself - I get very tired of that. Yes, I have limitations but they are only a small part of me and although I wouldn't be me without them, they DON'T define me. I am so much more than my limitations or my circumstances.
      Like some people with disabilities, I also struggle with being an inspiration, ironic since I’ve written a book described as heartwarming and inspirational. I think I struggle with it because I don’t see myself as different or disabled. I am uniquely able and I want to be accepted and seen as an equal (i.e. I’m your coworker, not your inspiration). I still want to be accepted and seen as an equal, but when I read Joni Eareckson Tada’s devotional “Audiovisual Aids”, I gained a new perspective on being an inspiration. Joni talks about how God uses those who struggle, but continue to persevere as a way to strengthen others (Philippians 1:25). I smiled – thankful for this perspective. I never thought of it that way!   
     I’m still struggling to find a job in social work and I’m also having difficulty marketing my book and booking paid speaking engagements. It’s very hard to see myself taking steps to move forward, only to keep spinning my wheels, like a hamster. Because I keep getting stuck, it’s hard to find the strength to keep going. Yet somehow I do, and I know that the testing of faith produces perseverance/endurance (James 1:2-4; see also Romans 5:3-4, Romans 12:12,  Romans 8:28 and Psalm 119:50). Now, can you see why I love butterflies?
     Everyone has trials they must choose to overcome if they want to have happiness and joy in life and I’m no different. If I inspire or encourage you, great!  However, I hope it's because of the person I am, not because of what I have had to overcome.

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